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February 28 ai..what will going to happend?
i do having a chance..
but it is more away then i think..
suddenly i think that many are not as i think..
i think too many..
like useless thinking..
wasting time lor..
February 09 !@~friend?
i dun have..
then what should i have?
family..
of cz i m not "orphand"
haha
erm..
nothing at all??
i find him without anything?
who will know?
erm..
but i think that i really not a good friend..
ai..
on this deal..
i dun have any friend..
hehe
February 01 just ok lor..hehe CNY lor..
but unluckly i cant play like usual..
erm.. sien ler..
then how leh?
study?? revision..?
nolor..
who will done tis at tis moment?
haha
January 30 @~!erm..
"rainforest"
in tis new century many part of rainforest were exchange their real of the face..
how v knew bout tis??
throught de develpoment of such country
ya as v know hey were cut down 2 b our home..
cz v r not animal who live in the forest of cz v wont sad of without their alive..
but who will notice the truely of them??
mayb some profesional who r trying 2 save them but their reseach oso will destroy them..
how it happenes?
erm..
through their report it will include te way 2 create some new type of development..
January 29 ~!~"reflection"
who noe it's mean..
actually i not really get it's mean..
but it was my homework title..
wat i can write bout it?
soon n soon my muet coming soon..
fast n fast my time past very fast..
die n dead i will pass away..
eat n ate if i m in hungry..
wat will going happen if tis really going on..
if need my work wat can i pass up?
as ec as i m eating..
as fast as i sleep..
as possible as i become fat..
ai..
in tis world
everything is ec..
if v r hardworking..
everything is fast..
if v r productivity..
everything is possible..
if v r keeping trying..
but as v notice ..
no pain no gain..
people doing in hook o crook..
using idioms not my way.. but if i need 2 score it will b my usual..
in tis world i still believe i m not de best..
everytime..
i want sun shine..
when i started 5 out tat sun was rise..
i want tree growth..
when i started notice tat tree almost had been cut down..
i want bird fly..
when i started atenttion tat it's nest was b our ornament..
i want caterpillar scale..
when i started application tat they was become our food..
January 26 !hehe..
mayb i should say pressure is nearby me lor..
actually if i facing isomnia who will b the 1 i 5?
the fact is no1 i can share my secret..
mayb i had try de worse it make me scare..
but everytime chatting wif fren i had 2 look like very confidence..
they jlos on me.. but who will wish 2 having such exprience ?
ai..
bottom of my heart r affraid 2 meet them again..
but y fate like 2 make me feel in trouble?
some ppl say "u suppose wake up from where u fall"
but i dun have such spirit 2 face it lor..
if i have choise i wish i wont meet tem again till i dead..
m my wish too over?
ai.
i jz noe 2 blame other..
i never noe my fault..
i hate my attitude..
i really wish 2 change..
but everytime i fail..
i really scare 2 face the moment i fail..
i cat let other noe the real of me..
everything i told thm r after i process..
i scare de disloyal will happened on me again..
once i try my heartbreak never cure..
although i always said i was past but tat still r my memorie..
ai..
mayb i m the 1 who stress on their dishonest..
allergy?recently not very health..
erm...
visit doctor.. but cant comunicate with him..
y leh??
cz my eng too poor lor..
his words i really cant get de meaning wor..
tat's y go with my dad..
now i was become aunty..
wearing ike aunty eating like popo sleeping like grandmother sitting like..
ai..
mayb tis's my style..
sometime when i refresh i feel like an idiot..
since form3 i never get normal..
everything were happened i really cant 4get it..
not only tis..
sometime.. something happened my memories will playing in my mind..
mayb i really cant let it go..
kill myself..
explaination r useless..
if u believe is gud.. but if the opposite..
my explaination will become meaningless..
mayb i can known it as a challange..
but my iq n eq r too low..
tat's y i still in the same place..
i really very tired with tis all..
but y i still can b de topic between my fren.. n her fren??
r they really interes with my deal o..
jz 4 fun??
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